End of War.

Well, my exams are finally over. No question on how relieved I am but I am left with mixed emotions too. Out of the 6 papers I sat for, 2 of which, I think I did not do too well in. which is making me feel really really lousy. Everyone keeps saying it's ok if you tried your best. But what qualifies as "my best"? No doubt I mugged hard as the exams got closer but seriously? "my best"? I don't think there's really such a thing as "my best". cause theres always room to do better for "my best". For example, I could have started revision earlier or forgo all my recre-time to prepare for exams 3 months in advance but I didnt. So it really irks me when I screwed up and people tell me, I've done "my best". Because in all honesty, there is no such thing as "my best". If I ever did my best in something, and I'm only 21 years young, it must be really sad cos that would mean I cannot do any better than "my best"for the rest of my life...
On the other hand, I might just be making a moutain out of a molehill. Ahhh FUCK! 2 PAPERS!! MY GPA IS SO FUCKING SCREWED.
I really hope that the markers for my respective papers are feeling lenient and charitable and merciful when they go thru my answers. This so fucking sucks,